CutBleedScar (cutbleedscar) wrote in pain_is_pain,

Happy S.I.A.D guys. It feels weird saying that, considering it's not something you'd really celebrate, so why say happy?
I wore my orange today, and no one knew what it meant...

I'm new here I guess. I'm Krista, I'm 18, I'm shy and I love animals. I've been self-harming since I was seven, I know that's a long time....

Ok, I want to cut. I want to bleed. I have no idea why I want to do this. I've been doing so good lately and now all of a sudden I just want myself to hurt. My boyfriend is coming home from Iraq and he says we need to talk, maybe that's it. Or maybe it's the fact that they won't let me go to the college I want to go to. They being my family of course. Maybe it's just that fact that I'm worthless and should have died a long time ago...
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